15th October

Today, I decided go to Wuthering Heights. My time in the army expired. On the one hand I was very excited for see my friend and also see Catherine, but on the other hand I was very nervous for know the news of the family. I didn’t know how they react when they see me.
I knocked at door of the house and my friend opened the door. She stopped in front of me and later she hugged me. She told me that Catherine was in the living room with Edgar and she asked me to wait in the hall. Later, she said that I could go to the living room.
When I entry, Catherine was very surprised and she open very much her eyes. I don’t know what I must say but I explain them, Catherine and Edgar, where I was all this time. Edgar was a bit angry for my presence but I only think on Catherine. My heart beat very fast and I only would kiss her lips, but later, I think in her marriage and I stopped my wish.
Catherine said me that she is going to married soon and that she didn’t leave him for me. All of my wishes with her and my hopes with her were broke.