8th March

Since we were child’s Catherine and I were joking and playing in the garden, running and laughing. She was the person that understood and helped me as well as my mother, Mr. Earnshaw. I thought that she loved me but now I doubt about it. She is always with Edgar and she never talk with me like before. Catherine is also with Isabella, the sister of Edgar, they are good friends. But with me they are wary. I thought going out this house because anybody wants me there. Hindley hates me, because I’m not rich. He is very bad with me and I also hate him. Now I don’t have anything in this house that gives me motivation for live there because my adopted father Mrs. Earnshaw was died and he was the only motive for stay here. Edgar is my enemy, he is with my real love and I can’t live near him. I think that the best thing that I can do is go far away. I’ll go to the army and I will by a rich with gentleman’s manners. I know that Catherine is going to marry with Edgar I can’t believe it! I believe she is going to marry with him because he is rich and have a big house! Only for this reasons she is going to marry with a man that she didn’t love! I have to go out now. Yes I decide it…tomorrow I will go so far away! When Catherine understands that she didn’t love him and what she was alone, she returned to me. I didn’t be here because tomorrow I will go so far away…so far away…